2022: I'm unwell

 Dear self, 2022 is almost ending.

I am convinced that I am a little unwell.

However, I am glad to be surrounded by supportive family members.

I need to remember that I can talk to them.

Esp kak aisyah. Cuz somehow she has opened up earlier than me.

I need to appreciate them.

Alhamdulillah for this.

Maybe I'm not well.

But it's just to humble me, and let me appreciate all around me.

Also I need to find a way to be able to be redha with mak. And she will never be able to be like I expected.

I need to accept her as she is..

2022. I'm thankful for everything.

I also aware sometimes I'm not being zuhud.

Hahaha I hope makin lama makin tebal keimanan and can remind myself "that's not so zuhud tho hajar?" 

Verily, from Allah we came, to Allah we shall return.


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